Halloween

... rocks.

It is such a cool night. I will always feel a bit scared getting out of my warm bed at night to go to the loo in the dark on October 31st.

Rachel & Becky came around and we all watched Ginger Snaps which is such a superb film to watch if you're feeling teenage and angsty. And even when you're not. I wish I had discovered it when I was 15 but I don't think it had been made then. We had lots of pizza, which Nick created with lots of barbecue sauce and extra toppings. We named them 'Texas Chainsaw Barbecue' and 'Slashfest' flavour. Also ate lots of Cadburys's heroes and drank cloudy lemonade. All in all a bit of a childrens party of a halloween.

Then I had a really vivid dream, not a nice dream, that Nick was diagnised with Colonic cancer. I can remember being really upset with him and telling him that it was wrong he had cancer, things weren't supposed to be this way and we were supposed to grow old together. I watched some Osbornes on MTV as I drifted off to sleep, I can only think that my brain linked somehow with Sharon Osborne because that is what she had. Slightly disturbing was that the doctor discovered the cancer by putting his finger up Nick's bottom in what was supposed to be a routine check up.

I wonder if anyone is reading this apart from me. I haven't told any of my friends about it yet so I know they're not reading it but I wonder if anyone else in the world is. I have had a couple of comments but they were from people trying to sell me stuff so don't count. If you are genuinely reading this with no hidden selling motive then hello, hope you're enjoying my site. Now why don't you go and make yourself a nice cup of tea. Maybe with a digestive or two. Mmmm.